On January 23rd, I will have a class in Egham and Forest Fringe will have a launch party.
On January 24th, I will fly to Toronto.
On January 28th I will fly to Vancouver
I will be afraid on the flight. I will look out the window and see the rockie mountains from above.
I will fly back to London and I will watch four movies, one featuring Woody Allen. In the second half of the flight I will begin to dread the tube ride home, but I will hang on to this dread. I will need to picture the tube ride home.
I will get in the door and I will call out for my partner and we will kiss. I will be glad to see him. Our new flatmate will have moved in. I will look at her room and help her move a dresser. We will all have dinner together.
Three days later I will be preparing to fly to Japan. I will feel like this life is ridiculous and I will also feel tired. I will pack equipment I think I may need. I will miss my husband. I will not want to leave my husband. I will be on a flight that will have strange food and feel long, too long, longer than I’d been hoping for. Every day I will go into a ware house and a big hotel and I will eat very good sushi at some point and I will see more people than I have seen before.
I will fly home. I will get ready for my 30th birthday. I will not tell anyone but my partner and then he will throw me a surprise party and I will start crying. I will cry like I am tired.